


As a Junior Surgical Resident at Massachusetts General Hospital we had a rotation through Lynn Hospital.
I had just come up from my Shock Trauma Internship at the University of Maryland. A 55 year old male presented to the Emergency Room with a severe heart attack.
Back in the early 70s, people routinely died from heart attacks in community hospitals. There were no cardiac catheterization services, CAT scans, MRIs, sonograms. There was only one trauma center in the entire country! I just came from it, at the University of Maryland. Open heart surgery was in its infancy. During my rotation in open heart at University of Maryland in 1973, mortality was 80% and worse at other times!

CPR failed, the medical crew could not stabilize him and when he went flat line, I performed the two minute ballet with no gloves as a last chance. Time was of the essence. Count down from the clavicle like a pianist. Two sweeps of a #10 blade staying away from the lower margin of the rib which has a groove containing the blood vessels. Push the lung aside and open the pericardium. Upon squeezing the heart, it started right up giving us time to administer medications and oxygenation. Then off to the operating room to close the wound.
At first I was so excited! I had saved a life in no uncertain terms. I beat the Grimm Reaper! I pulled off the two minute ballet flawlessly. I was hot shit!
After a few days it became evident that we saved the body, but not the brain. The patient could not remember his wife or the past. It gave me pause. Was it worth it? Should I have let nature take its course? I left that rotation without ever knowing the long range outcome of that reflex decision. It was sobering. It shook my foundation.
This skill set, however, served me well in the Emergency Room and Operating Room over the next years of residency. Dozens of gunshot and stab wounds to the heart and pulmonary arteries and veins received a second chance in life by fast and decisive treatment.
Then finally, late in my surgical training, those skills and expertise intersected my date and time with destiny. But that is another story.
Part two of three.